its been another long time ba.. today feel so ... haiz.. den lucky ming called me go out nua.. den we talk bout alomost anything ba... den happen to say bout doing his new blog skin... den when i think of mine.. haiz.. all the pics a gone.. so when i reach home actually wanna play maple de.. but when i see that nick i so sian lo.. everything i teach him de den he so hao lian .. as if he know more den me bout maple... who teach u hit wat at wat lvl de ? who teach u drink warrior pot de? to make ur sb stronger? arg! nvm den so i came here from here and there take here and there den i came up wif this "new" skin ba.. do some comment on my "new" tag board.. wont be taking out the old one jus in case..

hmmm ~ its been a long time since i up dated ... i guess some of the ppl might wan to know wat i have been up to~ so here goes~ i have found my self a gf at *longlong time ago* and the first week was great (like all my other ex gf)but things went wrong she is not that good after all... she keep demanding me going down to go down to her work place at koven or izit kovan? nvm .. i go lo... den where she live leh? woodland leh!!! i dun mind as i really love her that time.. and everytime i go down she can slowly take her time do this do that...den let me wait for half an hour(her best time)(her worst? three fuking damn hours!) and she didnt even say a thing ! wtf! nvm i ren~ nv be so low to myself den ber kept giving me advise .. ty~ i know she is not happy her self.. ber cheer up u dun have them u still got buii , benz, nette , ma and etc ma~ *this is already past jus feel like talking bout it ba..*

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cant sleep again... now is 530am ... omg... haiz... was browsing throught thewebs... ans saw this... i find it quite usefull... 1) Some people are miserable because they choose to see all the wrong and none of the right ... 2) sometimes it takes a set of unpreferred circumstances and grueling trials to lead you to a better perspective and maturity 3) though many people know about unselfish love, many people talk about it, and many people teach it, only a few have actually reached the depth to live it. 4) the less you move, the less you feel like doing so. 5) some people are with you because of what they get around your company, some people are with you because of what they can give you. there's a difference. 6) Sometimes when you feel backed up in a corner, and you move away, you only feel alone because you fail to see all the people who want to help but don't know how. 7) To hurt a person physically merits a temporal punishment, but to damage reputation, such crime is an eternal sin. 8) Despite the way the world may seem, there are good people out there, some willing to help, even if they may never have met you personally. 9) The way you view things is not necessarily the way the world does. The way you are to people does not mean they will be the same to you. It does not mean that anyone is wrong. Just that people are different. 10) When the richest man in the world gains his greatest fortune, he will still want more. The happy man is he who does not such fortune becuse he can be happy with what he already has.

jus got home from the wedding dinner... the food was ok... but the ppl there abit ... u know...

WTF GOD DAMMIT!!! Y izit things have to be in this waY???!! KNNB! finally things like love life have nthing to do wif me le... and i got nothing to worried or sad bout! and y izit this thing got to happen! my best brother i ever had! we may not know each other for VERY long BUT its NOT very short to me lo! but y things got to be like this for him! if anything happen to him.. i'll HATE u GOD! whenever im down his jus beside me... y cant i do the same? sobing.. signing out..

WOW! time fly real quick! its been a month since i last update... and he finally went in camp i can relax le... den this few days pei my very good bro... its been sometime since i last saw him... den keep staying up late... omg... 6am sleep 6pm wake up omg! dunno y my life become so funny de haha... dun worry ill still smile infront of ppl... so dun worry... i may look the same ... but its the new henry... jus take ur time and see... jus got a call from my ex class mate! omg... y call me? haha... she happy bd party so calling me down... we know each other for like... six years? haha... cant wait for that day to come ... and i wanna go sentosa!

went to sparks and MOS dunno go for wat also... maybe too bored ba... but at least i wont think that much lo... spend money like water lidat lo... den see mani ppl dance till very sialan makes me wanna improve more leh... haiz...

today mood swing till very jialat kept thinking bout the unthinkeble>.< den whole day very sad.. den i noe that im a weakling ...

jus woke up now tmd no mood slept at 5+am den now 12+ wake up le also dunno do wat.. everyday lidat! i wan a change! but wat can i do? actually also dun wanna blog de... is cos ytd when through some bad a gd things so i wanted to put it here to a memorialble stuff for me... ytd woke up at 1030 lidat wor... so long nv wake up that early... den prepare lo... den end up wait there for half an hour lidat.... haiz... den tts nt all den i happen to hear a news tt i know one day will be out... he betrayed me again! wat gd do u gain??? go to hell la u! and those who wan to lisaten to him... go think ba... how i treated u all... den went to J8 den walk here and there den see the most beautiful mum competition.. wow some of them reall nice lo... but still kept on thinking den wnet to bugis after tt den bought some stuff den sms ask her tonight how lo... den ask me where am i ... den i sae bugis lo... den after tt went home le went reach home she tell me meet orchard -.-'' i was like omg lo... actually is meet her frens and her at tam den change plan =.='' den i bo bian lo... den ownself go wisma find them .. den on train gave buii and dar miss call den they call me talk talk lo... den wahahaha after i got up saw a DJJ come up wahaha got seven marks wor ... den ccb lo... one uncle come in take news paper see like no tml lidat block other ppl view... den i told them den i think the uncle heard it den take out a smll book instead haha... den reach le they finish their dinner o.O? den very funni went here and there walk here and there so aimless lo... haha.. den end up at heeren find mandar's cousin.. den finally we go take cabbi3 go down to tanjong pagar haha den met another fren den end up all ive seen before de haha so nt much gab ... den i notice ONE thing all of us dunno the way and all of us is first tim3~ omg den 3nd up ask here ask there haha den finally found th3 place den went in haha at first tmd bored but finally kick come le haha... den saw alot of frens there lo.. den all ask m3 sam3 question ... "You got come MOS d3 m3h?" -.-'' haha d3n had a good tim3 dancing wif so mani ppl "wif" m3 wor... den had som3 toking wif h3r h3r3 and th3r3.. nv had so much for so long but i find that mos and sparks no diff l3h... haiz but after 3v3rything over things seems boring again ... i think ill go th3r3 mor3 mayb3 tts the onli plac3 i can find my happin3ss.. and her onli..

jus came home with a VERy heavy heart ... the story goes like this today slack whole day at home den went out wif my exclassmates or my brotherz i can say... den i found out there was no activity going on and i had to wake up early tml so i told them i go off first.. *the important part starts here* when i was walking home by the road outside century den i was puzzled y is there so many pp up front, so i walk and walk towards it *nt i kpo is have to walk past* den i saw a lady lying down on the groud wif a guy holding on to her head and the guy's hand is full of blood.. he is like crying and calling someone i think is the gal family ba.. i stood ther stunning thinking after awhile i carry on walking home.. wif heavy foot steps... kept thinking and thinking... And the conclusion i had is *treasure the one u care u love u wan before its too late*i may nt have gd engliah but hope u all understand wat i mean ... TC~

nowadays so boring... i will onli get calls from ppl who need my help.. haiz.. felt so unwanted but lucky still got buii buii and dar dar pei me wor... if not i really feel like banging my head on wall le... den dunno y all my school fren all like diff ppl le.. felt so very the wat... haha... den other den that everyday slack at home le... cos low on cash~ haha... anyone got job to intro ma???

and as i said this year is a bad year... for evryone not onli the rabbits... i jus hope evrybody is fine... haiz... sad...

i have not been going to school le cos theres actually alot of things happening to me these days... and i really mean alot... i going to cant take it le... and the one who can stood by isnt there... but at least i still got some good frens wif me... in the world now i onli belive 5 guys and three gals..haiz... sad right but dun care... haha... i jus hope everything will be back to normal again...

jus finish formatting... haiz... lost some files... bout my frens my ex and stuff lidat... sianz... now going to school le but dun feel like lei...

one last post before i reformat my com... keep lagging out of game!#%^*(&#$^&^$ have been alone for these days unless going out awhile... hope to go out more wif someone... haiz... anyway ... hope everybody is fine... takecare...

I had jus knonw some truth... and i feel sad bout it... not bgr or wateva... Its friends... thats all i say.... Ask me if u think u r my good fren....

jus woke up after days fun at others home... but now jus me alone... and i jus went to see her blog and i read .. wow... she got stead le... how fast... hai... but who am i to care.. wat i can do is wish her good luck ba...

after reading the tag board and after some msn fren talk to me.. they always say i got lots of fren... yes i do... but how many of them actually talk to me everyday? none of them anyway if they do ill go crazy.. but after counting not more den 20 .. out of more den 300 in phone book... i dun wish to have good life i dun wish to have lots of money i jus wish there is a point of meaning for me to live on... so right here im waitning fot that day to come...