really miss my hair ... haha

my life had been normal or rather useless from birth till now... there is no goal no point for me to be in this world.. thats one of the reason y i sign on,, no ppl understand or maybe a few .. but its like i still cant see the future wat ill be .. wat kind of life i giving to myself..ever since i went in army... ive lost quite alot of my frens is there anyway i can get them back? or rathe they dun worth it?