Its been like almost a year since i have blog anything here.. it seems dead lifeless and useless.. just like the owner.. theres really lots of things happening nowadays.. but have no one to turn to.. some time i really felt like killing myself.. i wan to run away from all this hussle.. Y ant god just give me someone to share all this wif me .. im jus a nobody right? haiz.. i need more company .. i need more money.. i need less stress ><