haiz.. y Y y! i really need someone to be my pillar..but y no one wanna be one?

tired and lost... dunno go where... all my friend is like so FAR away from me le..

dunno is i really cant sleep or izit jus cos they say before the day u sure cant sleep de.. so now im kinda awake? its 445am haiz.. time ticking pass.. i getting more excited den afraid.. haha.. cus its going to me a new me .. new HEN .. im going to be ugly.. but tough.. black? hmm.. haha i wanna know wat will be everyone's comment when they see me..

things are bout to fall in place..
i got few things i wanna say to some ppl
if possible jus read ur part
to buii:
im really glad that i know u in life..
things seems nt to be in the good side for me in year 2005 .. but whenever i called u.. u will sure listen to my complain like a granpa talk to the young ger..
but u nv complain.
REALLY WANNA SAY A BIG THANKS TO U ..

next is ber..
buddy~i know u had a year that is worst den me..
but u dun like to talk bout it or.. im jus useless to be nt there..
really guilty.. and now i really have to be "gone" from tam cos my camp is so very far i have to wait till april or even may lidat den can have to chance to meet u all again le.. really thank u for so being understanding at all times.. even when im giving attitude u will still be there budds 4ever ~

vicki:
dun really know will u see my blog nt .. but jus wanna say sorri and thanks you~ we r good frenz ya?

to tiin !!! we best fren right? i better see ur msg on 9 dec morning ah.. wahaha.. tc

to my beast bros.. sometimes i wonder .. do u guys really need me in the group or am i jus an extra? till this day i still dunno the ans.. but jus bear in mind that no matter wat happen u all will always in my heart..

ming loon : jus becreful of that biatch! she will betray u someday some how..or maybe she will jus bring havoc to ur life..jus tc ba..

to EVERYONE:
plz tc of urself.. jus leave me a msg if u wanna find me.. ill reply asap if i can..
i think this is all i can think of for now.. really gonna miss everyone..
PS: those of names nt mention doesnt mean i nthing to say to u ... nor izit i nv tot of u .. jus simply u r included in the TO EVERYONE section =x

was at home these few days or jus hanging around tam doing nthing.. sianz... so happy that ber called this morning asking me to have dinner .. cos i going amry le.. den watch tv.. den this phrase pass through my mind"if u dun play or do the things u wan , then when u reach old age wont it be too late to regret?"