today went school as usual .. our class had a talk from the head chairman of old chan khee.. not sure correct spelling not.. kk nt important.. nt bad had some new tots bout life.. den happily went home.. thats where the bad news came... my mum say going out to buy dinner for me... and i said yes.. so i stayed at home for my dinner... but little did i know that this day come so soon... MY ENLISTMENT LETTER.. WHY? why so soon ? mani might think im panicking is cos thjings is tough.. but its not... its all cos of one thing... RELATIONSHIP not bgr.. all my frens.. my bros... my sisters... buii... dar... my mummy.. haiz...been out for bout 6hrs... but its beed bugging me the whole while.. jus wanna say... im gonna miss u all... SAR 42 on 09dec at 800am bye~

its been some time ever since i updated here.. sure have lots of gaga around de.. some ppl must be thinking y this faggot so long nv blog le.. not i dun wan .. is either im busy.. or its cos nthing much have happen.. this year is the year i hate most... so much fresh things im exposed to.. its great but its so short.. so mani loved once getting hurt.. haiz.. my granny fell down not long ago.. so worried.. i wonder this "new group"of mine can stand how long? i gave up so much cos of them.. do they know? i dun think so.. haiz.. wanted to change skin but realli lazi... and not enough materials.. benz~~~~ where is the pic u said u wanna help me wif? haha.. im glad u two doing fine.. p.s. hx i still hate u~ cos u still owe me a apology!