have been lonely sad dunno y... even now got bike le.. still no where to go..

came back from duty ytd so take cab home in the morning .. sleep awhile den took bus down to marine parade.. should be meeting my cousins at 3 to go katong buy blade de.. but end up i heard wrong timing.. so i reach there at two instead.. so wait lo.. but end up they late somemore.. so they reach at 330 den buy le... YEAH! i got my very own SALOMON blade.. ex sia.. but worth in ba.. very nice somemore..got time post here ba.. kekes.. den back home now..

if u really love someone.. let him/her know.. before its too late..

hmmm jus back from a movie.. qi guai leh.. normally so free no one call me out this weekend suddenly so many ppl sia.. but too bad got duty .. sianz..back to sleep needa wake at 5 again haiz..

today holiday but no where to go sianz.. but lucky got youtube which caizhuang intro me some video.. lol will die laughting..
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VLODs3JfgjE&mode=related&search=
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-CjqpaE-Ugw&mode=related&search=
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sreSLtIqczU&mode=related&search
go see ba

another broing and stupid day at work place.. jus plainly wasting time..
go back to pack tools thats it..
somemore thursday morning having to go back .. sianz! its suppose to be half day off la..
things i had sad in my previous post was quite long ago le.. jus wanna let u guys know whats happening around me..

its been a long long time ever since i updated..
alot of things happened ba
got a new adeh somehow..
actually really love her alot..
but jiu shi kai bu liao kuo
cos before that she got hint me le..
so better nt go too near.
but aniwae she got herself a new bf le..
aiya nvm ba..
wish her all the best
den lets talk bout now ba..
den also got myself a new god daughter..
she only 10months old.. hope i can see her grow up
also got myseld a wu gui and a dolphine..
lols eh?
today finally pass my RTE ridining theory evaluation
now is wait for test..
look forward to it .. jus nice now doing 4.01 too hope can go smoothly..
even i kept myself so busy .. im still feeling lonely
anyone can tell me y?

hope there is someone will tell me this~

I've been sitting here

Can't get you off my mind

I've tried my best to be strong

I've drove myself insane

Wishing I could touch your face

But the truth remains..

You're gone..You're...

I don't wanna make excuses, baby

Won't change the fact that you're gone

But if there's something that I could do

Won't you please let me know?

Time is passing so slowly now

Guess that's my life without you

and maybe I could change my every day

But baby I don't want to

So I'll just hang around

and find some things to do

To take my mind off missing you

and I know in my heart

You can't say that you don't love me too

Please say you do

cuz baby i need u..

i rally wonder m i really that bad? is my expectation too high? no! but y ? y?! no one seeems to bother me nt even my love life sucks my career my relationship between ppl to ppl sucks too

haiz haiz haiz.. i really lost now .. even i have gave myself this pathway to walk but it seems so dark that i really dunno how i can carry on .. i really want a better life with happiness .. but all i have now is isolation ... y? Y is things got to be this way... frankly speaking i dunno wat is love .. cos i nv really have this felling ... im in a lost

really miss my hair ... haha

my life had been normal or rather useless from birth till now... there is no goal no point for me to be in this world.. thats one of the reason y i sign on,, no ppl understand or maybe a few .. but its like i still cant see the future wat ill be .. wat kind of life i giving to myself..ever since i went in army... ive lost quite alot of my frens is there anyway i can get them back? or rathe they dun worth it?

now is 1.1.2006 le... years past very fast wor... jus woke up from sleep... ytd was... hmmm... special day eh...lucky nv miss out... damn fun lo... nv knew cheeky monkey is so fun... haha...got lady treat me cigg somemore... haha... but i gave it to my fren la... haha... its so very diff from techno pub...... hmmm.. but spend alot sial... spend 70 jus lidat... haiz haiz... have to save money for bike i aiming far far away... haha... i wonder hows everyone