i rally wonder m i really that bad? is my expectation too high? no! but y ? y?! no one seeems to bother me nt even my love life sucks my career my relationship between ppl to ppl sucks too

haiz haiz haiz.. i really lost now .. even i have gave myself this pathway to walk but it seems so dark that i really dunno how i can carry on .. i really want a better life with happiness .. but all i have now is isolation ... y? Y is things got to be this way... frankly speaking i dunno wat is love .. cos i nv really have this felling ... im in a lost